I visited the high school today, for a little while.

It reminds me of how much I hated my high school.

I remember myself walking down the halls, the sadness draped over me.

How much fun those years could have been.

I'm a sophomore in college, and I'm still not even close to getting over how bad things were, how far away my life was from what I wanted it to be, and how powerless I felt to change to it.

Still trying.
every day.