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Wednesday, December 2, 2009
if only I wasn't... fuck
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I want to be able to produce art. I know I won't p...
I need my head back.
I want to be able to do things.
It wouldn't be this low if something went right, s...
The mess up at sectionals. There is a reason why m...
I need a realistic vision.
That one source of pride? It's not coming. Definit...
I'm an unskilled volunteer.
I need to be able to make something from nothing.
I need to fix things that I have control over.
I need to feel excited about life again.I want to ...
I need to be invigorated.What is it?What do I need...
This problem has run it's course. I'm so far behin...
There's so much I need to accept. I don't see how ...
I felt like I had a choice last night, and once ag...
I carry it all with me, everywhere I go.
What do I make of this night?
It's this feeling that hinders me. This feeling is...
so frustrated.
My brain isn't working today. I can identify the l...
I must learn not to think.
From Impluse, by Ellen Hopkins.The ThreadWishYou c...
What does it feel like to be alive?I imagine it in...
Some days it seems so easy to put it all behind me...
I like it when people seem to have a deep ocean in...
The Fear.Inferiority Complex.Loser Complex.
I have no life.I have no experience.I've never bee...
I've been digging up the gravesof the memories of ...
Nothing.The power of that wordechoes through me da...
I was always the one who would forget to take off ...
wish there was more goodto make me forget all the ...
Will never forget this.
Third year in a row I can't feel an ounce of holid...
The question I am asking myself now is: Is it poss...
I'm already in a terrible position, confused and f...
Why don't I get better at anything?
Freedom of mind.
"I walked over to the hill where we used to go and...
all this inside of me builds up can't hold it in a...
words can't describe this state of mind.free me.sa...
It's part of life.
To me, nothing matters if it doesn't have a chance...
Redecorating my room because I can't redecorate my...
How do you make a life from nothing?
pathetic was four years ago
I know I'm not good enough but doesn't anyone want...
It isn't right.
I need to make better decisions, and learn how to ...
I need true hope that my life can be different som...
If I didn't have relatively easy finals and a grea...
I need to stop caring even if I have nothing. even...
I need to let it all go.
I'm just tired of feeling like shit every single d...
Last week I was stood up on what should have been ...
I don't think the concept of "self-esteem" even ex...
lightning comes and lightning goes and its all the...
and I see the pictures and the smiles and the love...
and that's what it is at the end of the day: this ...
Wasn't a wallflower for one night.
I don't feel or think I can do anything.
Failure my entire life. What am I to feel good abo...
I can see rock bottom.
I will bring meaning to my life. I will do it.I wi...
I hate making important decisions alone.
my thoughts speeding by ignoring the red lights th...
if only I wasn't... fuck
Incredibly bad mood today.I need to figure out my ...
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