I was thinking, one of the reasons I am alone is not actually from self-esteem, but rather, high self-esteem. I have had a few opportunities (around 2) where a girl did want to be with me, but I was not interested in pursuing it because I believed they wanted what I represented (a boyfriend), more than who I actually was, and I didn't see their personalities as fitting well with mine. I thought I was good enough to be able to date a girl who actually wanted to date me, and a girl I definitely wanted to be with. I never thought I would have to settle. I've always had high expectations, well not high, but certainly expectations for girls I would date, and I find it funny that I could be alone because of faulty expectations. Maybe I'm really not good enough for a girl to like me for who I am, and the type of girls I'm into, maybe they are just out of my league?