living in a personal hell that no one understands or acknowledges really fucking sucks. I know my friends and family try to.. and I love them for that... but I need someone who feels the way I do for reasons I do or at least similar reasons... because they would understand.. truly understand... what it feels like. realize that its not a cognitive distortion. someone that will be by my side, both of us side by side, fighting this problem... together. if you're out there, say hello, I could really use you right now.